Krystal's

And I hope the sun shines and its a beautiful day. And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed.

2011-11-18T16:44:00.000-08:00

"Do you believe in God and if there's one?"

I've always took it on Faith.

Well you know you've to make it right somehow, somewhat.

2011-11-17T23:47:00.001-08:00

SUPPP. Glad that everything is over and yea, heave a sigh of relief hur. Yeaaap done with O's!! Then on, had my graduation night on 16th Nov @ Orchard Hotel. The food wasn't that bad and well the best part of the night was the dance floor!! Goshh wild with style, f'yeah

4E7'11

Didn't took much photos though while the rest are with the others. Lazy..... So yeah.

After prom night, cab over to Cine with eight others. Caught a movie Tower Heist. It wasn't that bad actually just that the story developed too slowly and it was kinda boring at the start for approx 1hr. Cab home after the movie with pri sch mates who entered blss with me too, amazing hur? Hsh arnd 4am in the morning.

my worn out face

Hong Kong trip next week and then back to Sg for another two chalets, time to start working. Very well then, Life.

Its almost October.

2011-09-29T01:28:00.000-07:00

Hi??? been gone for so long without a trace. How are you today? =)

Time turns flames to embers, you'll have new Septembers, everyone of us has messed up too.

2011-09-08T17:25:00.000-07:00

alien. miss my long hair :/

iPad2 white.

WHAT'S UP YO

step cool wannabe?

ok la... proper photo?

Hi.
My name is Christel, Chan Krystal.
Ok can?
Bye.

Let's play a game. We text, meet, hug, kiss like a lover. But whoever falls in love first, loses.

2011-09-05T14:16:00.000-07:00

#September

2011-09-01T23:51:00.000-07:00

Hi September. I hope you'll be a better month. =)

so anw... another month passed, and I'm like omg... 2 more months, fucking 2 months. I'm a little chicken out and yea... perseverance.

I guess my first day of September was well spent? Its Teachers' Day and I went back to my primary school and saw so many familiar faces. They've changed yet they're still the same. omg how do I explain this!!! lol. Had lunch tgt at IMM, 15 of us. The best bonding meet up ever!!! Woohooo. Did some catch up and yea, amazing.

I look weird? somehow. Anw, am here wishing you teachers a Happy Teachers' Day! XoXo

on a lighter note: weird stare, beautiful words

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6teen! (Day 3) - 30/08/2011 actual day

2011-08-30T23:33:00.000-07:00

spent with my beloved family, like duh. Over to Marina Square, dine @ The Manhattan. The food was not bad and the quantity is... mad mega extremely hell lot. Chill around then headed home as soon as I could as I was super duper tired :/ I look like crap in all the photos, shall upload some only.

I reached home only around 6am in the morning, the prezzie was laid nicely on my bed and the walls around. <3 <3 <3 luv the new pink polka dot and mickey mouse comfy bed sheet and blanket!

Bro did this! hehe.

my lovely dovely pink birthday cake

so yeah, that's about it. summing up... I wanna thank my mum and dad for these 16 years of my life on Earth, my sis and bro for being there always and never fails to cheer me up when I'm feeling down. Thanks for the surprises, gift, plan and everything. I'm sorry for my bad attitude that you all have to put up with :/ I'm sorry for my flaws and imperfections, you all love me still and with your unconditional love, you made me who I am today. You were my strength when I was weak, my pillar of strength. When I lost my faith, you gave it back to me. I can't imagine life without you all. Family before anything, XoXo. ♥

6teen! (Day 2) - 29/08/2011 rescheduled post

2011-08-29T23:11:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. So yeah, this's the second advance birthday celebration with my primary school closest friends! Really glad to have them celebrating my birthday for me, priceless. Qinghong, Crystal, Wanqi and Yushan. <3

Kallang Leisure Park > Pastamania for dinner > Kallang Ice-World; Ice-skate!!! (likeaaaaa finally after 4 yrs) > got the liquor for the night, cab over to Wanqi's house > slept over, ton. > cab home around 6am in the morning, home sweet home.

Absolut Vodka for the night!

we go wild

our drunkard faces

they were all so sweet, they countdown to my birthday tgt. hehe. I'd to say it was awesome!!! Thanks for standing by me; You stood by me, and I stood tall. Thanks for everything, love y'all!!! Muackszzz

6teen! (Day 1) - 28/08/2011

2011-08-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

Sup I'm back! surprisingly. So yeah, had my first advance birthday celebration with my closest clique! Alan, Chevron (e breastfriends), Jonathan, Cindy. <3

so the plan for the day went like this ...................

Town > Scape for flea > Artease, chill around > Cine; Kbox night! > home sweet home

The Kbox night package thing I think its super worth it and dirt cheap!! 6pm-10pm; sing + international buffet. $33/pax; buffet like any other outside and on top of that you get to sing. Comparing; Sakura's buffet is at $30/pax. So tell me, how is it!!?!!

Next up, its gonna be a photo spam!! hahah. I woke up 127 fb notifications and mails on my bb handheld. What do you think?

first birthday prezzie !

he say its my day, so he's willing to be my Maria. hahah!!

fav e-claire!!

ignore my face, check out Alan's. #trololface

see Jon's face!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Once again, I wanna thanks y'all!!! Thanks for the gift, the plan, tolerance of my moodswing, and just everything (too much to list out). I love you guys!!! XoXo

same same, but different

2011-08-25T23:44:00.000-07:00

oh hi. Its been exactly a month since I last updated? so yeah, the usual shits in life. 2 more months to freedom, fucking 2 more months. Can't wait to get it over and done with, yet at the same time I wish I'd more time. Irony isn't it? Owell...

So... 5 more days till my birthday! ^^ Initially, was planning to throw a celebration party. But apparently, my prelims are getting in the way and its just way too troublesome and yea, so I decided to drop it. I guess I will be celebrating my birthday from 26-29, clique by clique. Hmm? and last but not least, 30th, actual for my beloved family.

Catching up on the most recent event that I wanna highlight;

Navin's Mum's 46th @ Ritz Carlton

It was a surprise birthday party, a swee swee one. If you were there with me witnessing the whole celebration, I bet you'll be in tears. It was extremely touching and yea, AWESOME. The best part is the dance floor!!! hit till 12am, best ever. The sad part is, I only managed to get some pics. Lol. Here it is:

If we ever meet again.

I will survive.

2011-07-25T17:41:00.000-07:00

2011-07-22T21:23:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since I last updated my blog, almost a month? I wonder does anyone still visit this dead site of mine. I doubt so. Anw... shall do an update since I am here.

Have been busy lately with school work, like seriously hectic madness. Exhausted... I barely sleep enough everyday and yea, burn my Sats and Suns staying home completing the assignments. Yet still, I'm left with so much more on hand. How long can this go on? Its like running a marathon which never ends... Ok, next

little updates;

NDP preview with Lum (2/7/11)

stand up, stand up for Singapore

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Town

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Racial Harmony Day (21/7/11)

best partner 2011 <3

maciam brah, 6 years. <3

coolest teacher, sumpa

my loveliest Virgo babe <3

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I honestly think I should stop whining. And yea, 3 more months to go. I'ma give it my best shot, no more mistakes, no time for regrets. Regarding grad night... still in a dilemma, can't make up my mind whether to attend. My fucked up hair. What to wear. Haters. Lousy venue. Wazafak theme. And I feel that it will be no fun. How??? Alamak... I honestly feel that I look so fuckery and pretty much shitified with my short hair. Shouldn't have cut!! :/ Regrets... But, what to do? I miss feeling my hair at my butt each time

They ask you to be yourself, then they judge you. Owell... good or bad, life still goes on. So, live life to the fullest! no regrets, just love. Till then, X

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What If

2011-06-25T13:11:00.000-07:00

3am in the morning.

2011-06-20T03:20:00.000-07:00

Here I am, finishing up my last assignment. Life's so hectic, can't wait for this major year to be over. *sian face* Get it over and done with, once. I'ma party all night long.

On a lighter note: Three may keep a secret, if two of them are dead.

Happy Fathers' Day

2011-06-19T23:59:00.000-07:00

Hey! I'm here to blog, like duh. Firstly, I wanna wish all the daddys in the world a happy fathers' day! And those single moms taking care of their child/children, salute your.

Ok, so Fathers' Day celebration at Sakura. Initially, wanted to head over to Scape's Sakae Sushi. I suggested Science Centre's Sakura instead, and cool with it, family goes with my plan. one word; awesome. Well, its just two bustops away from my house or rather in walking distance still though. I was so lazy to dress up and all, I went with my fbts and slippers. Lol. (ok no, obviously not) Went with my naked face and simplest outfit with slippers. Hehe

Here's some pictures:

before tucking in!

Chanwanmushi(Y)

Desserts!

Alright, I didn't take any photos of big food as I'm busy eating 'cause I was too hungry and apparently, ate like a pig.

All these photos are taken by BB, camera mxm lousy shit I swear.

So here it is, this is coffee with squids and tuna sushi in it. It was a dare, cum with $10. Dad was so supportive and he did it. LOL

Check out this video!
anw, am experiencing some probs uploading via blogger. what a bitch.
Here it is: http://www.twitvid.com/TSZIG

Ending off with my fat face .......

2011-06-17T23:59:00.000-07:00

Its a nom nom post guys! Its been awhile and you wouldn't want to miss it.

Recently, caught the movie Super 8.

I'd to say it was awesome. Its a must watch!!

Also, Insidious. Freaking scary shit. 4/5

Am currently now waiting for Transformers to be released. Ummm

Ok, next. I'm gonna share with you guys some recommended dining places cum food I've recently dine at or ate.

BK shots. Tender Chicken burger meal, add ons $1 chocolate sundae ice-cream and $1 for two pepper chicken drumlets. Ummm! Oh, I think this promotion is over. Currently, they are having the BK Nachos.

KFC, finger lickin' good. Everyone knows it, I'm pretty sure. I love chicken and chicken is just heaven. Spread it on, don't stop, as chicken is ze best damn thing!

Starbucks, everyone's all time favourite.

Mocha Frappuccino

Java Chip Frappuccino

Double Chocolate Chip Frappuccino

White Chocolate Mocha Frappuccino

If you're on a diet, Macdonald's Salad Chicken McGirll Meal would be good enough.

One of the best spicy seaweed I ever tasted. You should try it out too!

Chocolate Tissue Prata! Cool right? and its awesome. @ Rizwan eating restaurant, behind Jurong Polyclinic. (I think they should pay me for advertorial)

Ilgelato's ice-cream is fking awwwwsome!! Happy hour; 8pm till closing 10pm, ice-cream are one for one and each cup (different sizes) you can choose two flavours each.

Last but not least, Botak Jones's black pepper grilled chicken! Yummeh mxm.
@ opposite Scape, beside Youth Park's mini eating shop.

All in all, that's about it. I'll come back on another post with more, yea

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Recent pictures on outings with beloved Lum <3

I enjoy giving lj bin.

I guess that's about it. Shall end this long post here. Till then, X
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Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels

2011-06-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

Was I really the only one who had managed to capture the undeniable and appalling story of what happened?

Hi. Here I am, restless and undecided to maintain my BMI, I had not eaten anything except a handful of crackers the whole day. Hunger gnawed at me like a incessant bug but I ignored it. Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels. I scratched my ear in frustration and flipped open my pink Vaio laptop. The appropriately gaunt face reflected on the screen's dark surface brought a smile of satisfaction. With my new hairstyle and pearly hazel contact lenses,

Whoever said revenge was a dish best served cold obviously did not know what he was talking ahout.

They laugh at me because I'm different, I laugh at them because they're all the same.

2011-06-03T02:15:00.000-07:00

Life's gonna get better. #junewish

2011-06-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

Hi, how are you? My life kind of suck, what about yours? Imagination to Reality

I battled the first paper, it was a total disaster. Entering the sixth month, I can't believe I'm left with less than four months. Can time just pause there for a little while? Its going too fast, I can't catch up. I'm at the back, at the very end. It feels like I can barely do a shit about it. I know the problem lies with me, but I'm trying my best. I'm gonna put everything aside and ace solely on my academic wise.

There are times when people say you can't, this is when you prove it to them in their face. Fuck em', they don't know shit.

2011-05-23T18:33:00.000-07:00

May is ending and June is coming.
48hrs a day pls.

2011-05-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

20/5/11 - Impromptu shopping with baby lum <3

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12/5/11 - Cousin's wedding @ Hotel Re, Rejoice ballroom.

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8/5/11 - Happy Mothers' Day! (belated post)

No doubt that you're the best mother on earth. What's me without you? I love you mummy!

#May

2011-05-18T22:54:00.000-07:00

Another month passed, so quickly. Now its in the midst of May, is it me or time flies really fast. I feel that this is a month of, courage. I've never tried short hair before, I've always been with long hair. From my waist length, got my hair chomped off till above shoulder length. What do you guys think???

Elated, got my Agnis B wallet and TOMS!

& turquoise-blue

Life's awesome with awesome people around, what about yours? :-)

Thoughts.

2011-05-16T07:42:00.000-07:00

At times I wonder are you really sincerely, do you love me as much, and being with me is it something you really enjoy and love, or is it just a habit. My mind is full of question marks. You leave me clueless. If a small matter like this can lead us to a break up, then I hope you can see it in your face, how fragile this relationship is. We're like magnets, north and north pole being place together, repeling yet trying to stay attracted. I don't understand. I don't know, neither do I wanna know. No doubt I love you, I miss you. But is it worth fighting this fight? Are we able to stay strong and make it through? Reality.

y'know what it takes

2011-05-14T23:59:00.000-07:00

Flea was successful, except the part where my Guess and DKNY was stolen :/ whatta bad luck yea. Owell.. Karma. Done with almost all the papers, feeling kinda relieved. One more paper to go on Thurs. Life's good, so far so good. I hope you guys are feeling the same way as I am, enjoy and life live to the fullest! ^^

Upcoming

2011-04-29T16:47:00.000-07:00

Do support me at my flea on 14 May 2011, 1pm to 9pm @ The F1 Pit Building (beside SG flyer). Hope to see you guys there!:-)

Also..
I am a fan of chicken, what about you? If you are, do drop by Popeyes on 1st May 2011; 5 chickens for $5.90! So what are you waiting for?

Convenient and nearest outlet stalls if you are staying around west area would be Singapore Flyer and The Cathay. See you there!

Life

2011-04-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

Life has been crazily hectic. Bombarded with so much assignments on hand, stressed up. #April hasn't been a nice month to me. Another month's gonna pass, so soon, so fast. After so much I have been through; I wanna thank my bestfriend, my dearest, my midnight talks, my morning calls, my superman, my baby, my darling. Thanks for being there, I love you hun!

Love is like Inception, you think you understand what just happened with your feelings but you are never sure. I don't know what's coming up, what's ahead. But.. I'm not afraid!

NOM NOM

2011-04-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna share with you guys my recent hunt!

Koi's Hazelnut Milk Tea @ Clementi

Tealicious's Hazelnut Milk Tea @ Boon Lay Mrt

I would say both are almost close on par, but still, I prefer Koi!

Aston's grilled pepper chicken chop (Y)!

Anderson's ice cream! @ Jurong Point

Also, great dining places:
Ayam Penyet Ria @ Jurong Point basement or Lucky Plaza.
Geylang Lorong 19 Eniment's frog leg porride!
Sushi Tei @ Paragon
Sakae Sushi @ Clementi/Sembawang

All in all, all these eating places are those which I ate at recently. I guess I've gained 123456789kg, and currently weigh a ton. :/ Anyway, I hope you guys like it. :-)

Last but not least,

#PrayForJapan

Dance

2011-04-19T23:59:00.000-07:00

I expected the result, but I just can't bring myself to accept and face it. After so much... hardwork and effort, I felt that we deserve much better than this. But it's okay, we've got to fall to know where we stand. We did our best, and we are the best no matter what the result is!

Initially, I honestly can't wait to step down. But now, I kind of don't bear to. I'm gonna miss your, I'm gonna miss dance. I hope the next batch of your will work harder and strive for better. All the best girls. You guys can do it! I believe, and you've all my support. :-)

the stepping down seniors ♥

Dance

2011-04-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

After half a year of hardwork, after so much effort we put in, it's all gonna be paid off. Tomorrow is our day, tomorrow is our big day. We can do this girls, 25 of us. We're gonna shine, we're gonna be the brightest. Love, Krystal.

#April

2011-04-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii guys. It's April Fool! and I got fooled. -.-" What about you?

Apologies for the irregular updates every now and then. I guess I wouldn't be blogging much. Blogging about my daily life? hmmph. I guess from now on, I'll only blog on certain events I would like to highlight while the rest would be just some random post? thoughts and feelings. Nevertheless, you still can find me @ http://twitter.com/yoursexypapa

3 months passed so quickly in a blink of an eye. As the dates draw nearer, I panick. Sometimes, I really don't get myself. I don't understand myself and I don't know what I want in life. So many setbacks, one after another. At times I just wonder, how long more can I hold in there for? Vexed. No one knows how it is to be like me. But I know, it's all these obstacles that makes me stronger each time.

Life was never fair. You've gotta stand firm in what you believe in and fight for what you want. Trust no one, believe nothing. knocked down? get back up. Shit happens, life still goes on. It's just life.

2011-03-31T23:59:00.000-07:00

Dinner at some Taiwan resaurant at ION, walk around the whole of town aimlessly. To Zara, got a new perfume for myself. Life On Peach. Prices are reasonable and things there are not bad. Outlet @ Ngee Ann City. Then over to bugis, got accessories for my bb, luvin' it! Koi afterwards and headed home.

Where were you... When my walls came falling down on me?

2011-03-28T00:26:00.000-07:00

Stay home Sunday

2011-03-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

stayed home the whole of today. I spent 6hrs with my books today, manage to complete all my assignments and I'm done for this week. so harpee! It's another long week ahead, another long day tomorrow. School, cip @ Jurong Central Park, dance. all the way till 6pm, uhhh.... Monday blues. dance dance dance everyday, all these hardwork will be paid off soon. 22 more days

2011-03-26T23:59:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! Saturday spent with the usuals; Chevron, Nigel, Alan, Yuwei. East Coast Park for cycling! Cycled to and fro from ECP to Changi Village, Changi Village back to ECP. All in all, cycled for approximately 3hrs. butt ache, muscle ache, my whole body is aching. Had our dinner at some Taiwan restaurant, the food kinda suck though. candy floss and chocolate marshmallow foundue for dessert! yummeh yummeh, awesome. Cab over to Alan's house for mahjong session, won a little. home sweet home around midnight.

This post should come in hand together with a photo spam post. But due to blogger, taking donkey years to get my photos uploaded, I've decided to drop it. Pictures are in my facebook, and you could also follow me! @http://twitter.com/yoursexypapa X

2011-03-19T23:59:00.000-07:00

WWW! from noon till late evening, dinner at E!hub. HSH!

2011-03-17T23:59:00.000-07:00

After work, caught up with Alan for a movie. "World Invasion - Battle of Los Angeles", 4/5. Another thrilling and awesome movie, should watch! Dinner at QQ mian noodle shop, the shop that was advertised on TV. Food was not bad, but the service was horrendous.

This marks almost the end of my March holis. Time flies so fast~ in a blink of an eye. How I wish I could pause time, or would it be better if we've 48hrs a day? 3 days of weekend instead of 2?

What if I need you?

2011-03-16T10:39:00.000-07:00

Stand for what you believe in even if it means standing alone.

2011-03-14T23:11:00.000-07:00

Big Momma!

2011-03-13T23:59:00.000-07:00

It was a kinda last minute plan. Cab over to Iluma with Chevron and Alan for Big Momma. Got our tickets and popcorns, --. Rating for Big Momma: 4/5! hilarious and kinda thrilling. funny movie. overall it's nice! I recommend you guys to watch it. :-) After that, head over to Boon Lay market for supper. Had power nasi lemak, fuuuuuyoh really power! yummeh yummeh. You guys should try that out too.

Glad that one week of March holis is here. At least I can do some catch up and have a little break. Thank God.

2011-03-12T23:59:00.000-08:00

flea @ TAB, flea @ homeclub. Random shopping at Bugis, Iluma to chill.

Crush. It wasn't suppose to feel this way.

2011-03-06T02:32:00.000-08:00

2011-03-05T23:59:00.000-08:00

GUESS .

@ Old Town White Coffee

$1 lollipop bby .

Bugis; Golden landmark to get my measurements taken for my syf dance costume. > Haji lane; Lunch @ Singapore Zam Zam restaurant. > Clarke Quay; flea~ > Scape; flea~ > Town. > cab to jp, dinner @ LJS. > Alan's crib; mahjong and K session > home sweet home!

A|X

2011-02-28T01:42:00.000-08:00

2011-02-26T23:59:00.000-08:00

Just a quick update here. Day out w Alan, Chevron and Nigel.
marina square; billard > clementi; KOI > west creation centre; westbowl bowling! > Alan's crib; mahjong session and K. > cab home.

pto'10 reunion ♥

2011-02-24T23:59:00.000-08:00

+ seven others

they don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair.

2011-02-22T22:26:00.000-08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

2011-02-20T04:25:00.000-08:00

I'm here to update my blog. I know it's kinda dead. I am............. errr lazy? to.
nah, busy bee.

Life has been hectic, one problem down and another arise. school, lovelife, friends, everything's just not right. so many assignments on hand to complete, dance thrice a week, social life kind of screwed. I barely have time to take a breathe. Pardon me if I don't reply to your txt msgs or pick your calls at times, probably busy or just plain laziness. There are just days when I feel like shit and I can't be bothered with anything. no explaination, 'cause I myself have no idea why. PS

What do ya want from me? What are you trying to do? I can't seem to figure out any shit. probably I'm just afraid to. I'm sorry. hahah lol I give up on liking or loving someone

I'm not emo or whatsoever shit, I'm just worn out and stress. I don't know, I don't know what's wrong, I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't know, I don't know what's gotten into me. IDK IDK IDK IDK IDK IDGAF . It's okay to lose, it's the process that matters. It's okay to fall, just stand back up and get on with life. it's okay, it's okay, everything's gonna be okay.

Despite the tough times, I'm just gonna smile and get on with life.

2011-02-18T23:59:00.000-08:00

I survived the day with four hours of sleep. school > dance > town
Friday night out, town with Angel and Chanda. Ion to check out the bircken stocks there, Cine for BFF. Walk around town aimlessly, pisca pisca pisca. Back to Ion, get my Guess top. Laze around for a little while more then head home.
I look totally.................. CMI. with my eyes one big one small which I've no idea why and my eyebags that weigh 123456789kg. #FML

more @ fb

my illusion, my mistake.

"cny"

2011-02-17T23:58:00.000-08:00

I didn't manage to celebrate cny much due to some tradition/belief of when one pass away during cny. just cny eve and the first day of cny. Had reunion dinner on cny eve, glad that everything went well. Aisyah, Dyana, Khidzer and Fariz came over to my place around night, did some catch up. The following day, went hospital to visit grandpa. He was still fine, he smiled, he gave us red packets. Everything went well, great. The very next day around noon time, receieved a phone call from my maid saying that grandpa's unstable and he might not be able to make it. I was halfway preparing, initial plan was to make our way over to Dad friend's house to bai nian. I was in a mess, I went out with a dress on with slippers, rushed down to flag a cab. Gathering all relatives and cousins in the ward, the last family was almost reaching. But unfortunately, he............. went on.

Grandpa's funeral was held on the 5th to 8th. I was totally burned in the four days, I'd to juggle school and assignments, staying over at grandpa's wake. I barely had four hours of sleep each day, it was really............ FML. On the 7th, it was a day before grandpa's cremation. I stayed on, overnight with my Sis and Bro, Mum as well. On the day of cremation, it's the worst. I can't face it, I don't want to face it, neither can I. all the feelings expressed through tears, that moment he's entering the flame, burning into ash, that fucking moment. fucktard

Thanksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Aisyah, nana, Dyana, Afian and Chanda for coming over to accompany me in the midst of the wake. hugs&kisses
& also to those who dropped me a txt msg, asking me how am I etc. Thanks for the concern. I'm fine guys. :-)

Owell, I can't celebrate cny next year. like again, for the third time. dangs

deepest consodolence

2011-02-17T23:57:00.000-08:00

Last grandpa, also the closest with. Someone I look up to. Surviving, fighting cancer and tb for the past six years. 4th February 2011; I was by his side in the ward, he was struggling for each breath he takes, he wanted to live on. Just as, the machine for his heartbeat went flat. I broke down that very instant, he's gone. I watch him pass on, breathing till the very next moment and he's gone. I miss him so much. Rest in peace grandpa, I love you always. ♥

2011-02-17T23:56:00.000-08:00

3rd Feb, @ NUH.

happy cny all. gong xi fat choi!!!

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4th Feb .

iPhone4/iPhone5? or having a BB and an iTouch?

Happy Chinese New Year all! have a blast and enjoy your break. ♥

2011-02-03T12:12:00.000-08:00

Hi #Feb.

2011-02-01T13:19:00.000-08:00

Hey there, I'm here to update this half dead site of mine. like finally

I didn't attend school today as I'm not feeling well. That explains why I'm actually here updating my blog, cause I've nothing elses to do. Anw, I private my blog not because I emo or whatsoever, I just feel that there's no point; not updated, what's there to see? yeah? lol.

CNY is just tomorrow! and here I am, sick doll. Last year's CNY I was running a high fever, this time round again? darn. boring shit. I've yet to get a pair of new heels, and I didn't bought any new clothes as I thought I wouldn't be able to celebrate it. cause (.......) yea.

Os' this year, I'm feeling the pressure yes I am. but... well, no idea. I guess I'm just lazy. I will... start studying after CNY is over. errr ok? most probably. & Valentines, I'm just gonna stay home and sleep. hai, #forevalone.

I'll be back on the next post with lotsa pictures ok, till then. X
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luvin' my every Saturdays

2011-01-29T23:59:00.000-08:00

Mr Salizam's party > MBS > Cityhall > Somerset > Scape > Hsh

I sit by myself, talking to the moon, trying to get to you.

2011-01-27T23:59:00.000-08:00

I sit by the window, watch as the raindrops fall, wishing you were here. I don't know how should I put it in words, how do I put it across to you. I don't know, I feel so lost.

I won't block you, or delete you. I'm keeping you there so you're able to see how fucking happy I am without you.

2011-01-23T23:59:00.000-08:00

coolest tattoist. Thanks Bob ♥

I finally got it overlap. Finally, got you off. I'm moving on great. All the best dude, takecare. BYE

town with my girls.

2011-01-22T23:59:00.000-08:00

A day out with Eilly; the bulldog cum my fav nub

2011-01-20T23:59:00.000-08:00

I hope you like your belated birthday present from me. ♥
Happy 21st!

I penned this down in my midst of mixed feelings.

2011-01-16T03:51:00.000-08:00

What I once thought was perfect,
the memories that I held on too,
you mercilessly shattered them into bits.

Your words sting,
your silence even more deafening,
your indifference piercing through my heart.
Sorry, I ain't bulletproof.

You don't even look my way,
you don't even bother if I'm away.
It took me a hell load of courage,
to pick the pieces up.

And yet you step back,
and watch me fall again.
Listen up bastard,
this relationship can never be mended.

Walking around the house with an oversized jacket on, hair in a mess, chocolate stains all around my mouth, make up smeared, behind the strangled smile and the tears rolled down my cheeks.

Fine dining @ Holiday Inn hotel

2011-01-14T23:59:00.000-08:00

Food was not too bad, venue wasn't that bad either. Overall, it was nice. more@ fb

5hrs of sleep; one day, two party.

2011-01-09T23:59:00.000-08:00

Priscilla's 11th @ Jurong West swimming complex.
Eilly's 21st @ Chevron.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUFFIES .

2011-01-08T23:59:00.000-08:00

Day out with my two luffies, and four other motts. Town, eat, walk, new friends, laze around Esplanade, home around late midnight. Summary; enjoyed and had fun.

2011-01-07T23:59:00.000-08:00

Just a quick update here guys, have been rather busy lately. school, outings, friends' birthday and getting their presents ready.

Sunday, January 2: town, bugis. Day out with Ziting, did some random shopping, BFF for dinner, got the same school bag, long bus ride home tgt.

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Monday, January 3: Day out with Aisyah and Dyana. best girls,♥ random shopping, indian cuisine for dinner, haji lane, sheesha, home.

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Tuesday, January 4: back to school. Quite a number of your has been dropping me a text, asking me how was school for me yeah? Here it is; as usual, boring shit. I can feel the pressure, yes. and I guess it's really gonna be a stressful year. Dance after school till 4pm+, preparation for Friday's performance.

Wednesday, January 5: school as usual, dance after school. one word to describe; TIRING. totally worn out.

Thursday, January 6: school, then head over to Angel's house. Did our assignments, had h-2-h talk and did our crazy nonsense that we always does. Dinner at her house, caught up with her siblings and mum. hsh then

Friday, January 7: A long day... indeed. school, dance performance, sec1s cca audition; everything ended around 6pm, from 7am school starts. Home, bathed and dolled up, head over to Ziting's house. Got to meet up with my dearest Qinghong. &TGIF

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Outing with my girls tomorrow again, power!♥/
Next week's gonna be another hectic week. Looking forward to 12Jan-14Jan!!!
Till then, http://twitter.com/yoursexypapa X

Happy New Year

2011-01-01T20:49:00.000-08:00

pull your ear. Well, I feel neutral of this bullshit; hi 2011 and bye 2010. Probably a new start for some, and some wish that 2011 will be a better year for them yadada. Actual fact, it's still the same isn't it? It's just another year, life still goes on. Normal routines of life, going to school and having your examinations are still as per normal. I beg to differ. Hmmm? same shit, different people.

New year resolutions:
1) lose weight.
2) done with syf, and step down from dance.
3) able to excel/do well in my academic wise.
4) everyday: HAPPY.

bye troubles .

2010-12-31T02:26:00.000-08:00

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

2010-12-30T23:42:00.000-08:00

Yesterday(29th): Town with Dyana, Aisyah and her cousins from KL. bugis > town, for the whole day from noon till late night. eat, walk, shop. Manage to get myself two dress, and did my nails. X

Today: Bugis > Haji lane > Esplanade > Town > Clark quay, with the same group as yesterday. My legs are aching like mad... It's srsly like walking the whole of the day, taking pictures here and there. I felt like a tour guide, k NEXT. Got myself a sandles from Bonia!! Awesome, not?(Y)

2010-12-28T23:59:00.000-08:00

As promised, I'll do a proper post/update when I'm back. detailed one? k, once in a blue moon. So, here it is.

24th: Christmas countdown at town! Meet up with Crystal Tan, cab to pick Crystal Teo up and then over to Crystal Tan aunt's house for party for a short while. Then, cab over to town to meet up with Wanqi. so yeah, finally the four of us reunite. Miss my bbgs!!♥ Town was packed like sardines in a can, we got squeezed like ham and cheese while trying to make our way across Takashimaya. that suck, totally. To fits in with the ambience, we bought christmas hats and sprays. Walk over to lucky plaza to join the rest; Kalebh, Qifeng, Vincent, Jeremy.K, Michelle, Charis and Yiting. We started playing around, spray here and there yadada. Chanda and Ivan then joined us. It was near 12am, went all out and got sprayed from head to toe. Settled at Cine then, had burger king. My girls left after that): Went over to Scape's open roof, laze around there. Aisyah and her 3 other friends came over. Absolute Vodka with coke for the night. Till 6am the next morning, catched the first bus 174. Went over to Grandpa's house while the rest head home.

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25th: Merry Xmas all!!;) Celebration at Grandpa's house with relatives till late noon, head home to prepare for the party at night over at my house. They came over then, my whole house was havoc I promise. So, the party started and awesomely rock my whole house down. I liked the part how he danced, LOL. Alright, monopoly deal and mahjong the whole night.

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26th: Happy 19th Birthday Sister!!♥ MUACKS~ k, I slept for like 6hrs only.): woke up and had steamboat. Thanks Daddy for taking the extra mile and waking up early to prepare it, it was marvellous fantastic BEST. Wash up and got prepared then, head over to Batok's kbox for Sis's birthday celebration. Hope you liked the birthday gift from Bro and I, the surprise I've planned for ya, and the Birthday/Christmas log cake. Dine at Westmall, chilled out till arnd 10pm+ then home. I was worn out, totally. Cousins came over to stay, there goes my another night. Monopoly deal and mahjong the whole night with cousins and siblings till the next morning 4am.

on uncle's lorry:

@batok's kbox

Happy 19th Sister!

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27th: woke up around noon, which makes it I'd only 8hrs of sleep.): thanks ah beloved lovelys. Head over to Jp around late evening, caught the movie "Gulliver Travels" with Crystal, Yiting, David and Chanda. Thumbs up for the movie, not too bad. Laze around Jp, train home with Afian arnd 11pm. My cousin stayed over for another night, why siaaaaaaaaaaa. I've got no time to entertain them, I wanna sleep. FML. I was being disturbed the whole night.. TMD. I only slept at like whut, the next morning 5am.

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28th(t0day): Cousin left in the noon, haha bye bye! at last, peace for now. Stayed home the whole of today with Sis, it's been so long.. And we went for jogging together in the evening at Chinese garden. Dinner; Sis cooked spagetthi for me. ♥ Awesome shit!!

In a blink of an eye, school is re-opening in less than a week time. Next year is gonna be a challenging and stressful year, I hope I'll be able to hang in there and complete. I can't wait, I'm in a rush to leave the school. OH YES HELL YEAH

29th: Town with Aisyah and co.
30th: Town with Kalebh and co.
31st'09: Countdown @... Feng's house or club.
1st'09: -
2nd: Day out with dearest Zt, shop for back to school and new year stuffs.
3rd Jan: back to school.

I hope 2011 will be a better year for me, be nice to me ok. k da, very very long alr. Tata

Merry Xmas!!

2010-12-25T22:29:00.000-08:00

Last Christmas I gave you my heart, but the very next day you gave it away. This year to save me from tears, I'll give it to someone special.

2010-12-24T18:53:00.000-08:00

K guys, I'm here for a short update. I've been really lazy, plain lazy. And I guess that explains of the lack of updates... PS

It's 24th, CHRISTMAS EVE!! I hope you guys have your night/plans scheduled up tight packed. I guess I'll be busy for the next few days, so here... I'm wishing you guys an advanced Happy Merry Christmas!! *To those people out there who are feeling vexed/upset: FORGET ALL YOUR TROUBLES LTR AND JUST PARTY ALL NIGHT LONG. ;) SMILE. heheeeeeeeeeeeeeee

And when I'm back, I promise I'll do a proper update post. Till then!! X

Happy 6teen Birthday Kalebh

2010-12-15T23:59:00.000-08:00

hope you had a blast. ♥